the unrelenting, stop it if you can , for i can't , you can try! :D

Uncanny it is when you see people of your sorts swarming around and you thought that you were “one of a kind” , then you see that half of the world comprise the population of your sorts. I am not going into the details of how when and why were you forced to turn into the person that you exhibit normally. Trust me in a country where a pizza arrives faster than a cab or some other transport we really can’t afford the luxury to be different, neither can you be spendthrift with your words for they are valuable , keep them with you , some day you will have that one of a kind person appreciating and indulging in every act of yours and in your glacial words for I realized it better when I was discharged from the hospital in September that people value each one of us .. had a tremendous year ,2010 can’t forget the sequel and neither the pragmatic protagonist there and the experience gathered thereby which happens to be the final frontier for me as far as 7 semester is concerned..got placed as well .. what a way to end it all..
 au revoir.. to one and all ..

the most special christmas i have ever had, date 25th december 2010

 Again I am planning to make amends afresh, when the backstreeters sing , “you need love..” that transmuting into a new leaf has a far reaching consequence.. :) [ i perhaps would need such a bit[beat and a byte ], now :p] when I see around I realize that I am so lucky to have whatever I have with me.. God’s clemency you see! That’s how I feel a day before the 25th of December 2010 and I request our LORD, OUR ALMIGHTY to put a smile on everyone’s face tomorrow as my present of Christmas for being a naughty girl and a good girl as well, throughout the year..
“ no more fighting no more strife
Everyone will have a smiling face
No worries ….” As the holy hymn goes..
Lord ! please  destroy the evil and enlarge your battalion of crusaders , dear God!
I am sorry for being lazy and for indulging into acerbic indulgences , I am sorry for not working to my potential but from now on I will. Thank you for saving me from the fangs of cruelty .. I don’t want any sad faces dear god.. can we not have a world of peace, a world devoid of jealousy , a world devoid of cupidity?! Where we really don’t have to think twice before speaking to a person.. please put a smile on those sad faces this christmas , dear God! Love you always .. purge the evil out from “human beings” for your hands had crafted them once. they are not bad, inherently, for they never were..
For I hear the jingle bells jingling all the way .

backstreeters

As I was listening to one of the most “chart buster[ed]” song from the backstreet boys,
this is us..
“if I could change the story’s ending to a new to know the meaning of….”

I was clueless about the story and so was I about the song.. I learnt that it never had much relevance as far as my life was concerned but I knew that I was making a new beginning as I was successful in making a *happy ending*.. understood that I have grown up a bit and that my namby pambies were worth a 1K more if I end it in “style”.. I did.. feel so proud of whatever I am today, have the power of vocab,language,expression and everything and anything that is required to sustain in this planet.. yes! And I am learning everyday, most importantly.. welcoming the change and the changes, resorting less to complicated words and avoiding complications.:) crisp sentences are crispy indeed! So much more so..
In a short while the kid will start earning too and will be going places, chucking those people who don’t belong to my league.. and defining a new league every “half a league , half a league!” but wishing to take everyone of those “chucked” with me because it wasnot their mistake, I was the one , mistaken.. they are innocent trust me! I forgive them all, because I was “mistaken time and again”.. choice! I Chose the wrong door ,neo! I don’t care if people are reading this or they are just a piece of another “writeup by apocalypso”.. never cared for anything or anybody because whenever I did “there were namby pambies” causing enoromous amount of friction , sufficient to “fire up” the whole place..
Metaphors ! love them..

shades of shakespeare

On a day — alack the day!

—Love, whose month is ever May,


Spied a blossom passing fairPlaying in the wanton air


sonnets to sundry notes of music, ii [william shakespeare]


But release me from my bands


With the help of your good hands.


Gentle breath of yours my sailsMust fill,


or else my project fails,Which was to please.


Now I wantSpirits to enforce, art to enchant;


And my ending is despair,Unless I be reliev'd by prayer,


Which pierces so that it assaultsMercy itself, and frees all faults.


As you from crimes would pardon'd be,Let your indulgence set me free.


prospero in the tempest


just a few crisp lines that i found a bit intersting..

the hoby!

Finally found that when I fixed my 4th string with the 3rd , I played the best concord of my life[on multichords], the tune is so etched in my guitar that invariably it has become its chorus and no wonder! playing some other tune would be defying its integrity then. yes! “It” takes that too personally. Can’t really keep everything and anything within this small self of “myself” unless I write it down somewhere, I feel daunted by the sum of some of the facts.. you see!
I started playing a year ago but soon I stopped going to my guitar classes and the reason being I was kept on single chords for a month or so. Until the next vacation when I played a Pluto [and it was far better than my hobner! But I love my hoby] I went onto play the two base chords in quite an uncluttered fashion, at the first pluck, cmon! Nobody has actually taught you to pluck multiple strings but how are you doing it when you really have no idea about the minors too..that was what I thought then. Now it’s a different story I play a new tune every second thus I am keeping it young and fresh..

the shakened forsakens :)

Right then, O2 assumes that it is time to resume “those and thats” which were left in the lurch,abandoned by the “words” which once had the finesse of a sword but had become rugged in due course.
Huhullabaloos , speculations, appreciations, sycophancies, seen much in these years, was provoked on many occasions to “comment” but no wonder freedom of speech , thought and expression was just an amendment then. did wait for the right turn , infact had an advantage of having the trump card but then I had already forgiven the “forsakens, who thought they werenot”. Met many, but there is only “one Ace” you see! A joker, a queen and a king. Yeahh ! onions were contending neera radia then. :)

India was competing China notwithstanding that 30 billion $ forex reserves were just a/sixth of 300 bn$ [as far as India and China are concerned] aww .. where did Kalmadi go, never mind he is on maiden trip to the Alps as the ‘kg of crores’ ki ‘ bhau bahut jyada ho gayi hai na’ so he had to fly[ read it as flee] to the alps.
Russia , yeah still supplying India with those warcrafts and the remodeled
mig-21’s ,and on top of this please don’t forget to use your cellphone bandwidth judiciously for they have been provided to you at a “throwaway price”, you see customers first , government comes second even if it means a “kg of crores” lost in the “hawala”..

aritri..