....

i looked at the scars on my arm.. i have gifted her , gifted the scars!, yes! i have..

a genuis trying to live through some more of her kind..

yes! living.. a reason to live perhaps..

 losing the rhythm slowly.. but steady enough..steady enough to obliterate the "me" in me..

 happy! that i am.

hark! I am the stone, for stoned i am !

 don't search for the cadence,sorry that i am time and again!

sorry.. yes! for i was losing the self , the self that was so pure, the self which had the soul,

 someone restore it! , someone save it! , save it for the moment! , save it for the sake of  "reason"!,

 save it.. sigh.. yes! a bit too tired.. have walked the deserts.. searching for some water,aint it the season?

..

....

clinging onto the reasons , for my survival,
 when i noticed that i wasn't left with any,
 the bank did run out of reason ,
for  twas the best robbery of the season.

 oh! here i have one, there , one more!
no it is the mirage of  the same for adventures , galore..
have forgotten to love, neither do I  let anyone come near
 for twas the best robbery of the season, that i often sneer.


 everynight ! the same old story..
 now i laugh, i laugh to my heart's content,
 i dont try to reason the same, cry a little later,
 ahh ! yes! twas ! twas!now  i have my hollow emotions to cater.

:)) for all I wanted was a glass of wine.

My eyes were numb , I thought I would go to sleep,sleep in the arms of the Arms,

I was tired, tired ! ,that I was tried a thousand times.

Oh! Yes ,tried in the court of the outlaws.

The lullaby hmmed ..yes it hummed .. all I wanted was a glass of wine”..

The synergy of  the wine and the hushaby saved me from being oblivious ,

Oh! Yes I remember the “oblivion’s  curse” ..  what was it ? apart from the wine,incarnadine ?

Yes ! yes! I threw away the goblet ,when  your heart was shattered into pieces.

The ballet, indeed ! The wine tasted alkaline  ,

For all I wanted was a glass of wine.

Ahh ! the music did soar !  

Oh! Did it? Or did the tigers  whine?

High ~ a bit too high did it soar,

Intoxicated  was I  that I wanted him ,so much more.

Just a glass of wine , here again I pour!